Pissed the hell off …
27 Jan 2009 Comments Off
in My Humble Opinion, Random Babbling Tags: Gloria Strong, Juanita Givens Dedeaux
The audacity of some people makes you just want to slap them upside their damn heads. I’m trying my best to keep a decent rating of at least PG on this post but it’s hard!
Isn’t it amazing how the death of someone brings out the greed in others. People you havn’t seen… no wait…. f’ing FAMILY you havn’t seen in over 31yrs, who never gave a shit if you lived or died, suddenly crawl out of the wood work making demands because legally they can, even though they were no part what so ever of the family for over 30 DAMN YEARS? Money hungry. The situation is so sad its pathetic. Sure everyone needs money, but c’mon bitches get real. If you come from a damn poor family don’t expect to screw siblings in every way possible just to get a couple thousand dollars. Yes, Juanita and Gloria I’m talking to you!
Peoples Choice Award Show
10 Jan 2009 Comments Off
in My Humble Opinion, Random Babbling Tags: Alicia Keys, favorite female singer, peoples choice award show
Total let down! I COULD NOT BELIEVE the winner for favorite female singer was Carrie Underwood. OMG I almost had heart failure!! Give me a break. The woman was running against Alicia Keys and Rihanna!! There is absolutely no way on God’s green earth that she sings better than Alicia Keys OR Rihanna!!
What PEOPLE voted?? Who besides Carrie’s friends and teeny boppers voted on that one? IMHO everyone voting on that one was either tone deaf or didn’t see the other 2 names on the ballot!!
The People’s Choice Awards have always been one of my favorite award shows, but this year they totally lost my attention after that award was given. Joke of the night…… Carrie Underwood sings better than Alicia Keys….. an ABSOFRICKENLUTELY SICK JOKE!
Sorry Alicia …. ignorance ruled on that one! You deserved to win g/f!!
Mourning Loss of Loved Ones / Graveyards
29 Dec 2008 Comments Off
in My Humble Opinion, Random Babbling Tags: dealing with death, depression, graveyards, mourning loss of loved one
Ok I feel I need to express myself on this one, since I’ve just had to deal with my feelings regarding the loss of my Mother and Brother not taken seriously by loved ones. I’ve never had a problem before with graveyards. I’ve visited many family members (including my own father who passed 31 yrs ago) with no problems other than normal feelings. Since my Mother passed away June 07 and my Brother passing Jan 08 I have no desire what so ever to go to the graveyard again. The graveyard does NOT feel the same.
I can respect the fact that alot of people (myself included at one time) go as often as possible to “visit” loved ones, bring flowers, etc… I have sat on many a friends gravestone and talked to them in my day. The difference now that my Mother and Brother are gone, is that the graveyard doesn’t do anything but rear it’s ugly head at memories you’d rather forget.
At home or where ever, I can look at pictures, think back of fond memories and begin the healing process. I have more control in these places as to how I feel, or how far I will let myself go with my feelings of missing them or the depression that came with it.
At the graveyard however, now when I go, all I see is a casket being lowered into the ground and alot of mourning people. I don’t see happy memories, I can’t feel anything but pain envisioning that day again of burying them. This place is not where I want to be! Maybe in another 6 months it will be better…. maybe 6 yrs!
Either way, I feel that I should be able to deal with this on my own, in my own way, in my own time. I was forced to go to the graveyard this weekend, and all it did was cause alot of pain for me, and resentment against the person who didn’t respect my request to not go.
DO NOT, if you truely love someone, force them to deal with death and loss the way you want them to. If you want what is best for that person let them grieve in their own way, on their own and in their own time. Yes, eventually if healing has not progressed, this could indicate a problem that may need help. Who knows… I may need help ever being able to go back to the graveyard again.
Grief over death is not for someone else to decide a time frame for you to get over it.
Playing with themes…
18 Dec 2008 Comments Off
I’m just not sure yet what theme I like.
Nothing has hit me right yet.
I guess when it feels right I’ll know it.
Such hard decisions I swear.
Unless you faint, puke or die…. KEEP WALKING!
17 Dec 2008 Comments Off
in Health and Illnesses, Random Babbling Tags: Biggest Loser, Jillian Michaels
OMG I absolutely love Jillian Michaels!! Tonight is the finale of The Biggest Loser. Yes, I’ve watched all of the seasons and LOVE the show! Alot of people say bah humbug on reality tv and I do agree with some of it, but this show teaches so much the whole season, it’s worth watching. You watch struggles and triumphs…. it’s awesome what these people endure to transform their lives!!
The show tonight was every bit as good as I thought it would be! I’ve been pulling for Michelle since the beginning and she did it!! YAHHH!! Michelle lost 110 pounds and had Jillian as her trainer!! What more can be said? Jillian is the bomb!!
Speaking of Jillian, if Santa Claus is good to me I’ll be getting a Wii so that I can exercise to her Wii fitness game that has come out! I’d love to hire her as my personal trainer. She definitely inspires ME!
Some days you feel like a nut… some days an IDIOT! LOL
17 Dec 2008 Comments Off
in Random Babbling Tags: HomeBizBlogger
After struggling with this blogs RSS control for what seems like eternity, I finally got it figured out!! Congrats HomeBizBlogger.. You win!! LOL
OMG now I feel like my RSS cherry has been bust! I’m no longer an RSS virgin!
Alrighty then…. moving on to the next project! LOL
